mixed feelings now..
i wonder i did a good job as an OGL..
i seriously dunnoe..

1 OG mate came up to my the other OGL and reflected if i was unhappy with her..
she thought i was unhappy with her..
i was soo shocked when i heard this..
when did i appear so unhappy?
i immediately went up to the girl and apologised..
haiz..

my throat wasn't in that good condition on the first day of camp..
so i returned to my OG 18 with that "spoilt" throat..
then i was reflected as unclear..and not loud..
i did try my best to shout and give clear instructions..
but my throat just doesn't allows me to..
i tried to shout and shout...
in the end..my throat got worse..
i did really try...
haiz...

some1 scolded me..
when i was just serving my responsibilites..
following them..ensuring their safety...
taking care of them..
but i was scolded by them..
what can i do...
haiz...

e-web wasn't that well done..
cos of a serious mistake i committed..
i set the tone wrongly...
haiz..

i really wonder if i did a good job as an OGL..
someone..pls...tell me..
haiz..
if i could be granted a 2nd chance..
i promised i would do better...