When should I start?

I admit I have been "tui fei"-ing after term 2 starts.
I have pon school for more than once.
Tsk~

The reason I gave myself was that I was too tired,
from all the pia-ing of homeworks and tests in term 1.
Haiz.
How come the motivation drive in me die off SO fast?

Another thing that has been bothering me is that "thing".
I'm really quite unpleased about it.
He's like giving all out, but receving nothing in return.
Haiz~

Oh ya.
I wanna go swimming! and play bball!
I wanna be tanner and taller!
Haha~
I should do some running to train stamina for NS too! (:

Actually, I'm sad..